it’s a hard knock life

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in all honesty, life hasn’t been easy lately but then again when is it ever? I gave up on blogging and my whole social life completely. we all go through rough patches, some more than others but that's not the point. honestly it feels like you're sinking and you're stuck as if you were in quicksand. it feels impossible like you're never going to solve or fix it but like a puzzle it takes time to piece yourself back together one by one. you feel like you'll never get over it but the thing is you have time and time before so why is this time any different? a very insightful person once told me that nobody relies on anybody because at the end of the day it's your life, your decisions and you're the only one that really keeps you going. you are you, one of a kind, special, unique and no one can take that away from you and nobody else can be you because you have that one special, unique thing no one else has. people are gonna come in and out of your life and it hurts and it stings but it's for the best. people are meant to be out of your life for a reason, I mean do you ever really think that people who hurt us are really meant to stay? they're not, they're sent to teach you a lesson that may be painful and hurtful but it leads you to a better future and better people. one thing i'll never understand though is how people can be so cruel, it's something that will always confuse me to this day. there can be so much negativity in this world but remember that there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. to anyone going through a hard time it gets better with time and I know that’s not what you want to hear because i’ve been on that side of the table. surround yourself with people that love and support you. stop putting your energy into something that’s not worth it. life is not always easy but your life is as important as anyone else and you matter. “The strongest people are not those who show strength in front of us but those who win battles we know nothing about”.

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